^Transcending^ ~ Bridge to Freedom*
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Until we can see fully with the eyes of Love ~ we close them to see fully the Love within us
Come, ^let us walk our bridge to Freedom^
⇑Transcending⇑: Bridge to Freedom
Dares of the Uncommon Kind
⊕Healing ~ transcend and walk the bridge to Freedom⊕
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⊥Above all time and space
I remember perfectly
the Love I am eternally⊥
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∴This blog post was created over the course of 6 months of my healing journey…..many a month and more it was on the back burner until I felt guided and up to making an addition ∴
Healing core wounds that lay in the shadow land of our consciousness when brought to the light can be very painful to experience, however, it is only through confronting them that they are washed away. What does seem certain is that personal transformation is inevitable as part and parcel of our evolution while here on Earth. Healing in all areas needing attention must be accomplished first. This cleaning out process allows for a newness and cohesiveness within ~ healing ~ as that which is toxic (circulating within) is made known, owned up to, taken into account how it has impacted personal life, how it has been a hindrance to that which we truly desire ~ all the ways we have been holding ourselves back from life become visible, dealt with and eventually released. I don’t claim to be an expert on this, however, I share my personal journey. I do know so much is being released on such deep levels that it seems beyond comprehension to even fathom the depth of it all. This covers examination and purging of those toxic thoughts, emotions, actions ~ riding the curtails of prior incarnations as well as this one. The process can feel overwhelming, at least for me it did. It can seem endless, as so much is buried within the domain of our deepest recesses, that it just keeps spilling out and out. Additionally the process of healing takes time and one’s entire life must be focused on this as it is one’s life. Blessed be the ones who surrender to this∴
The bridge to freedom becomes more and more accessible with each healing. There is the larger category of healing that contains within it sub healing. Each individual experiences their own healing journey in their own way ~ for those that take ” dares of the uncommon kind” and begin the process of really finding out what is going on inside one self ∴
Healing ~ comprising all our bodies ~ mental ~ emotional ~ physical ~ spiritual continues on until it is complete. Each individual’s process begins and ends in its own way∴
I hope this blog post serves as light and love to you. If you are going through your own healing journey, I hope in some way my journey may help heal you∴
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Images are from a visit to the Brooklyn Bridge several years ago, a beach bridge in Hollywood Beach Florida, portraits of Maria Scozzari during a photo session ~ 2 images from a boudoir shoot, a Buddha portrait from our garden in our prior home, and a moonscape I created one day.
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Dares of the Uncommon Kind is a reference to → what I have had to do for my healing → to take full ownership and stock of being responsible for what I was manifesting. Then, through much deep inner journeying and realizations → be the initiation for the healing.
<Darkness sets in leading eventually to clearing*
My healing journey has been filled with acute purges, moments of complete despair, of aching despondency ~ and time spent in complete and utter darkness. So overwhelming at periodic points on my healing passage that I was thrown into the depths of my own being → to look within → to seek any solace and peace that I could dig up within me → often to no avail.
I was engulfed in a time of complete darkness → nothing literally brought even an ounce of satisfaction → my entire world turned upside down whether I liked it or not → there literally was no where to turn but within → the external world and what I liked before was supremely empty and shallow → I was painstakingly aware of this and I had nowhere to turn → there was no where to go → nothing to do → only going within myself and learning to love myself. Healing myself as my primary focus exclusively.
As if barely making any progress → knowing I was certainly not on my own time table ~ my Higher Self in full reign which frustrated me even more as I had no sure ground ~ no sure footing at all. I could only submit and surrender → some days better than others → many back steps in my process that felt like horrendous set backs → a glimpse into healing and then thrown back into where I started.
→I read a couple articles on the Dark Night of the Soul by those that had gone through it. Although I can’t say 100% this is what I went through, I can say that all that was listed as what they encountered was on par with my experience. Here is a quote I found outlining its purpose ~ “The dark night of the soul is a spiritual depression, a kind of existential crisis, that requires a deep and painful dip that must be experienced before enlightenment. The “dark night of the soul” is a concept that has been discussed for millennia, typically associated with a poem written by St. John of the Cross.”←
All this began late one August afternoon, in what I thought would be a routine ear flushing → nothing routine about it → many physical issues resulted that were the most uncomfortable I have ever experienced. Although it is not fully determined to correctly say the ear flushing “caused” physical issues to surface ~ as some may have been already been present ~ however, it did have a powerful impact on many levels as a line of demarcation seemingly presenting a before and after → almost immediately as physical and otherwise issues became present → I felt sideswiped and thrown into what felt like a fiery inescapable purgatory of sorts → it was clearly evident I could only face what I was experiencing → physical distress ↑ emotions running high → my world had completely changed → I wondered why I was even living → it felt like an insurmountable dark wall encasing me on all sides → I felt and thought things I never had before → an ocean raging inside me with what seemed like every dark thought and emotion possible → I didn’t know how to deal with what had happened nor the impact of it especially on the physical level ~ death felt imminent → how could I continue on like this? ~ I didn’t want to live anymore with what I was experiencing →all the curtains closed ~ the lights went out ~ emotional mental physical spiritual anguish for months with no where to go was on the table → darkness so heavy and thick it could wipe out the Sun → nothing was the same → I felt like I was drowning and nothing literally mattered → everything was gone → I had nothing to hold onto →I felt abandoned from the Divine (a part of me knew this is not possible, but it did feel as though) → left to suffer in misery and despair → powerless and hopeless →it became a catalyst for my transformation.
Watery worlds traversed
Around 6 months have ensued now and I am not the same person. Although full healing has not come full circle yet ~ progress has accrued in my physical body → which echos a cohesive flow with my emotional/mental/spiritual bodies. I absolutely feel the dawning of a new day and I am grateful for the breakthroughs in realizations that have taken place and continue ~ my taking responsibility for the situation occurring in the first place and all my creations, as well as being an active participant in my healing. So many layers gone → ripped away → more to be removed but now with conscious love and choice attuned with it.
Many lessons I have learned → much I have had to face → much I have had to see and come to terms with → much I have had to acknowledge, release, and let go → it truly does all come down to what is being held within will and does manifest as an outward expression. This knowledge is a game changer. It is a process of regaining true empowerment. Once sufficient inner work has been completed ~ a new foundation is prepared ~ a new house can be built.
Though loved ones may be near and a source of great encouragement, truly I tell you, this is something once having gone through it that only you will understand ~ only you can do ~ you will only have yourself to rely on as the healer to your healing.
I trust that when all is said and done I will look back and see this as a brief interlude on my path → although it doesn’t feel so brief → but in its larger truth it has been but a moments time → a time to heal → I trust in my full healing and walk the bridge into my Freedom.
I encourage you to in your own unique way surf within yourself to see what is truly there. This includes all judgements of Self and others, beliefs, parameters of thought, emotional states, fears → these deep waters are exactly what I have been facing and remodeling → it continues as I am constantly bombarded with the awareness of my each and every thought and my contributing emotions ~ until all that is left within me is the pure stillness and sanctified wholeness that I am and that you are.
∴I pray your evolving procession be filled with Grace and your knowings be Great. May your march be strong∴
If you find yourself in a healing urgency on whatever level it may be, I hope this blog post and poem will serve to soothe your mind, body, emotions, and Soul. You are not alone. Myself and many a kindred spirit have gone through this personal transformation ~ which is on going.
Truly brave are the ones who traverse these turbulent inner waters → whether thrown into it as I was (probably due to the fact that I ignored the signposts and promptings from all my senses and Higher Self) or courageously intersect these waters as a conscious choice for ones own betterment.
Our evolution is our evolution and one way or another we must face it → face to face.
◊May we all be blessed and walk with steps of Grace as we embark further and further into our Greatest flowering and maturation◊
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^HEALING^
⇒Healing ~ bringing forth the Light and Love within
A clearing out stage that dismantles and removes contradictory energies held within that don’t correspond to wholeness ⇐
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Here is my take on the process:
Prior to accessing our highest powerful transcending abilities ~ we need to transmute lower level vibrations ~ via a self observation process where we make sure we have fully acknowledged in truth what is going on within us that is rumbling restless waters. The identification is the first application of entering our truth as we heal ourselves. Otherwise we are adrift. So, let us own what we are experiencing, acknowledging it, feeling it (even if uncomfortable). Peer into it as deeply as possible so that it unravels in conscious awareness and is seen in the light for what it is. No judgement, No blame, No shame, No nothing except pure identification with it as it is acknowledged and accepted ~ wrap it in wings of tender unconditional love. It took me a while to get to this point ~ as everything was exploding all at once and for a while I was totally submerged in it ~ once this initial “drowning” stage had gone on for a while I was able to even if little by little raise my head above the waters and actually have some reflection on it. It is a process and for me the drowning stage meant survival and did not merit conscious assessment as how to come to terms with it as this stage doesn’t include it ~ it was more of an initial adjustment and tending to my physical body more than anything else.
Once some realizations pop up and has our attention and we claim its ownership ~ we then can move more within and see how this patterning has been detrimental to our growth, evolution, and happiness to say the least ~ we then become more and more aware of how we are feeling and being while simultaneously seeing this is our property to tend to and is something within us and not determined or brought out from any outside influence.
Next we can then aim to make a conscious God centered choice ~ and when the moment arises ~ which it will (continuously) ~ we can witness how well and thus how far we have come and still need to go via our responses, thoughts, emotions, actions, speech, etc….I have witnessed how systematic and addictive my thoughts, emotions, responses, etc…are and then I do my best to slow down and become conscious to create an astute and more advanced choice.
As we become more skilled with this we can release worn out baggage and exchange it for a Higher State of Frequency Vibration. The ebb and flow of continuous states of Creator waves we co create with will eventually wash out the old stuck habitual injurious patterning ~ cleaning away and paving the road for you and I to be at our most magnificent fully realized sovereign Self and thus living as such.
As we continue to make a conscious choice to choose higher light thought patterns, emotions, views, etc… where our actions and speech are also in concert with our heart and Soul we make great progress in the “deleting of old files.” It takes much practice until it is automatic ~ and it is over and over again as layers are eroded ~ then new one’s appear that also need to be released. It can be overwhelming with such intensity of awareness of what and how much lay buried within that is brought to the light ~ however, this in my experience is the letting go process.
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Gratitude to the Divine
Let us offer up praise to the Divine for blessing us and gifting us. We have the internal ability to become self aware, ~ thus, we have the resourcefulness within to heal ourselves. To create, to live a life of freedom…
I would like to offer my deepest thankfulness to L’Aura Pleiadian ~ The Queen of Light ~ for being my rock through this process and now. I truly don’t know where I would have been without Her Blessed healing helping me get through. Her Eternal Love ~ Light ~ Wisdom ~ and Exceptional Grace has been instrumental in my healing and provided me with great strength and fortitude to carry on. I am Deeply Grateful and offer up my Highest Praise. Additionally, Her wisdom teachings have fostered great insights into the truth of who I am, who we all are, to Universal Oneness, and heart space opening. My Deepest Love Offering to YOU Beloved QOL!
Click the link below to find out more and follow Her on Facebook:
New Divine Humanity
In Addition, I have to thank my boyfriend Steve Weiss and our beautiful cat Samantha Pearl, who also stood by me and offered up encouragement and love which provided me with a great source of comfort.
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♥The Heart♥
Where All directions Meet
The Heart ~ +where all directions meet +
“As we take the one seat and develop a meditative attention, the heart presents itself naturally for healing. The grief we have carried for so long, from pains and dashed expectations and hopes, arises. We grieve for our past traumas and present fears, for all of the feelings we never dared experience consciously. Whatever shame or unworthiness we have within us arises—much of our early childhood and family pain, the mother and father wounds we hold, the isolation, any past abuse, physical or sexual, are all stored in the heart. Jack Engler, a Buddhist teacher and psychologist at Harvard University, has described meditation practice as primarily a practice of grieving and of letting go. At most of the spiritual retreats I have been a part of, nearly half of the students are working with some level of grief: denial, anger, loss, or sorrow. Out of this grief work comes a deep renewal.”
~ Jack Kornfield from “Healing the Heart”
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♥May we always listen and attune to our blessed heart as the compass and steering wheel in our life♥
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℘Let us allow our tears to be washed away through the empowered state of being we are now entering℘
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⊆The Reflection Pool⊇
< the Reflection pool >
We close the physical eyes to see with our inner eyes ~ looking within we start to notice, experience, integrate, and harmonize with that which we are naturally ~ step by step ~ familiarizing ourselves within ourselves ~ we hear, see, and know our truth ~ our Wisdom speaks to us.
The physical world and others don’t extrapolate our sageness. Our astuteness and knowledge stem from knowing ourselves within ~ deep meditation ~ quiet ~ stillness ~ reflection ~ bare us to step up and breakthrough self perceived restrictions. Continued dives in the reflection pool offer correctness of perspective and action (or non action) relevant to any life situation, and thus this internal wisdom guidance, when applied, sets us free ~ the wings that carry us to our deliverance ~ our sacred healing.
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Becoming like the Buddha ~ *Seeing and Hearing Within*
With eyes closed ~ yet more open then when physically open ~ we begin. We begin to transcend ~ we enter steps onto the bridge to All ~ to our Freedom.
ςStep By Stepς
Our inner conscious awareness opens us to what lay within us ~ if we can embrace it without restriction nor denial ~ then we can love it to death ~ actually love it as a form of acceptance and acknowledgement ~ which through this act of lovingly servicing it wastes it away ~ love becomes the healing.
Then, after practice, continued application, and familiarity with this inner alert being state ~ it eventually transfers this truth knowing to our opened physical eyes ~ as what we see and experience outwardly ~ speaking back to us the truth.
This heightened Godly way of interacting with the world (first recognized as our inwardly Godly world) ~ provides the steps for us to walk upon the bridge to all ~ to our Freedom.
May we all transcend and walk the bridge that leads to our ultimate Freedom.
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If you are experiencing anything in your life ~ in your bodies ~ mental, emotional, physical, or spiritual ~ that needs healing ~ then this is for you (and me) to rise within ourselves the ability to transcend. Let us clear our holy vessel.
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Affirmations:
Ω I trust in my ability to heal myself
Ω I allow my body to heal itself (replace “body” with appropriate area if focus of healing intention is other than body)
Ω All I need is within me
ΩAs I remain centered within myself I naturally attract externally what is aligned with my healing
Ω I stand in my power and truth
Ω I speak my truth
Ω I am the Healer to the healed
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The art of medicine consists in amusing the patient while nature cures the disease
~ Voltaire
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Healing Miracles of Jesus
From www.biblestudytools.com
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- “Jesus went throughout Galilee, teaching in their synagogues, proclaiming the good news of the kingdom, and healing every disease and sickness among the people. News about him spread all over Syria, and people brought to him all who were ill with various diseases, those suffering severe pain, the demon-possessed, those having seizures, and the paralyzed; and he healed them.” ~ Matthew 4:23-24
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- “Jesus called his twelve disciples to him and gave them authority to drive out impure spirits and to heal every disease and sickness…Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received; freely give.” ~ Matthew 10:1-8
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- “On hearing this, Jesus said to them, “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.” ~ Mark 2:17
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- “Jesus went through all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, proclaiming the good news of the kingdom and healing every disease and sickness.” ~ Matthew 9:35
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- “He said to her, “Daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace and be freed from your suffering.” ~ Mark 5:34
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- “One day Jesus was teaching, and Pharisees and teachers of the law were sitting there. They had come from every village of Galilee and from Judea and Jerusalem. And the power of the Lord was with Jesus to heal the sick. Some men came carrying a paralyzed man on a mat and tried to take him into the house to lay him before Jesus. When they could not find a way to do this because of the crowd, they went up on the roof and lowered him on his mat through the tiles into the middle of the crowd, right in front of Jesus. When Jesus saw their faith, he said, “Friend, your sins are forgiven.” The Pharisees and the teachers of the law began thinking to themselves, “Who is this fellow who speaks blasphemy? Who can forgive sins but God alone?” Jesus knew what they were thinking and asked, “Why are you thinking these things in your hearts? Which is easier: to say, ‘Your sins are forgiven,’ or to say, ‘Get up and walk’? But I want you to know that the Son of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins.” So he said to the paralyzed man, “I tell you, get up, take your mat and go home.” Immediately he stood up in front of them, took what he had been lying on and went home praising God. Everyone was amazed and gave praise to God. They were filled with awe and said, “We have seen remarkable things today.” ~ Luke 5:17-24
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- “And a woman was there who had been crippled by a spirit for eighteen years. She was bent over and could not straighten up at all. When Jesus saw her, he called her forward and said to her, “Woman, you are set free from your infirmity.” Then he put his hands on her, and immediately she straightened up and praised God.” ~ Luke 13:11-13
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- “One Sabbath, when Jesus went to eat in the house of a prominent Pharisee, he was being carefully watched. There in front of him was a man suffering from abnormal swelling of his body. Jesus asked the Pharisees and experts in the law, “Is it lawful to heal on the Sabbath or not?” But they remained silent. So taking hold of the man, he healed him and sent him on his way. Then he asked them, “If one of you has a childor an ox that falls into a well on the Sabbath day, will you not immediately pull it out?” And they had nothing to say.” ~ Luke 14:1-6
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- “Stretch out your hand to heal and perform signs and wonders through the name of your holy servant Jesus.” After they prayed, the place where they were meeting was shaken. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God boldly.” ~ Acts 4:30-31
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- “There he found a man named Aeneas, who was paralyzed and had been bedridden for eight years. “Aeneas,” Peter said to him, “Jesus Christ heals you. Get up and roll up your mat.” Immediately Aeneas got up.” ~ Acts 9:33-34
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- “You know what has happened throughout the province of Judea, beginning in Galilee after the baptism that John preached – how God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and power, and how he went around doing good and healing all who were under the power of the devil, because God was with him.” ~ Acts 10:37-38
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- “As he was going into a village, ten men who had leprosy met him. They stood at a distance and called out in a loud voice, “Jesus, Master, have pity on us!” When he saw them, he said, “Go, show yourselves to the priests.” And as they went, they were cleansed. One of them, when he saw he was healed, came back, praising God in a loud voice. He threw himself at Jesus’ feet and thanked him—and he was a Samaritan. Jesus asked, “Were not all ten cleansed? Where are the other nine? Has no one returned to give praise to God except this foreigner?” Then he said to him, “Rise and go; your faith has made you well.” ~ Luke 12:17-19
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- “While I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” After saying this, he spit on the ground, made some mud with the saliva, and put it on the man’s eyes. “Go,” he told him, “wash in the Pool of Siloam” (this word means “Sent”). So the man went and washed, and came home seeing. His neighbors and those who had formerly seen him begging asked, “Isn’t this the same man who used to sit and beg?” Some claimed that he was. Others said, “No, he only looks like him.” But he himself insisted, “I am the man.” “How then were your eyes opened?” they asked. He replied, “The man they call Jesus made some mud and put it on my eyes. He told me to go to Siloam and wash. So I went and washed, and then I could see.” ~ John 9:5-11
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- “As soon as they left the synagogue, they went with James and John to the home of Simon and Andrew. Simon’s mother-in-law was in bed with a fever, and they immediately told Jesus about her. So he went to her, took her hand and helped her up. The fever left her and she began to wait on them. That evening after sunset the people brought to Jesus all the sick and demon-possessed. The whole town gathered at the door, and Jesus healed many who had various diseases. He also drove out many demons, but he would not let the demons speak because they knew who he was.” ~ Mark 1:29-34
- “While Jesus was still speaking, someone came from the house of Jairus, the synagogue leader. “Your daughter is dead,” he said. “Don’t bother the teacher anymore.” Hearing this, Jesus said to Jairus, “Don’t be afraid; just believe, and she will be healed.” When he arrived at the house of Jairus, he did not let anyone go in with him except Peter, John and James, and the child’s father and mother. Meanwhile, all the people were wailing and mourning for her. “Stop wailing,” Jesus said. “She is not dead but asleep.” They laughed at him, knowing that she was dead. But he took her by the hand and said, “My child, get up!” Her spirit returned, and at once she stood up. Then Jesus told them to give her something to eat. Her parents were astonished, but he ordered them not to tell anyone what had happened.” ~ Luke 8:49-56
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ϖOur Souls have waited a long time (many lifetimes) to make their acquaintance with us. Let us begin.
We make conscious contact with our Higher dimensional Self as we partake as co creators of our healingϖ
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⇑Transcending⇑: Bridge to Freedom
Dares of the Uncommon Kind
⊕Healing ~ transcend and walk the bridge to Freedom⊕
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If possible please light a candle to set the tone as we call forth Blessed Creator Light in honor and praise ~ our Sacred Divine Self ~ our Truest inherent Self ~ To deepen our connection with ~ that we have slipped away from consciously and now desire to regain conscious unification with.
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Light Prelude
Light Prelude
to include and conclude
to renew
the pursuer and the pursued
lost in the multitude
found in great solitude ~ holy servitude
imbued ~ surrendered to
light ~ carry me through
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Honor and Praise to the Light
Great All ~ embracing
Infinite Light
Creator
Creator of All
Divine Source
Light Eternal
Blessed One
The One
The One of All
from the One ~ my Soul Divine
from whence you came ~ show me mine
grant thee entrance into thy Holy realm
pleasures and treasures
within your vast untold measure
come like a zephyr ~ to me devour
bring me closure ~ all together
I have been smitten
atmospheric pressure
months ~ all weather
a great lesson
running ~ missing ~ messing
no direction
pull together and remove forever
no questions
laying down of weapons
complete decompression
submergence in the Presence
seeing perfection in all directions
an intercession
Holy Spirit ~ bring forth now
my celebratory procession
from up on high
tree of heaven
my blessing ~ my destiny
nothing between us
I meet you
in the dwelling chamber
my inner recesses
I come to you as a little child
in my innocence
to know myself as Light
we have waited so long to reunite
In You I have found me
the One with me all along
I have listened to it in the birdsong
in my headstrong ~ so wrong
I looked here and beyond ~ a move on ~ a carry on
lifelong ~ so long an endless marathon ~ come on
now ~ I come upon
like a church key, fruit tree, being carefree
to unlock the mysteries
to drink from your holy sea
on bended knees
I come to thee
hearken Great Divine ~ Love the Holy Seer
be all ears ~ now to hear
be all heart ~ now to tend ~ comprehend
to befriend ~ a best friend ~ a God send
up to speed ~ now to succeed
the mystical moment
commend ~ the hour to transcend
it is the end
each day must
end the end
when all was a dead end
from the end ~ begins again
to ascend
how was I to know
from riding winds
that I AM
the spotless lamb of God ~ a hologram
I Am that I Am
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♥Healing ~ the bridge to Freedom♥
⊕Healing poem to transcend and walk the bridge to All⊕
This is an honest look into my healing journey spanning around 6 months ~ though a day and night has felt long ~ I surrender to knowing the question is answered as I hold to no questions. The more I can let it be the more I am healed. This includes taking inspired action to co participate as an active voice in my healing (i.e. eating healthy, taking supplements, prayer, worship, fresh air and sunshine, and continuing the journey inward) , however, I have learned to not aim to control it and trust in its perfect healing.
∴Whatever you may be going through, I pray this serves as hope, encouragement, and inspiration for you to carry on ~ to transcend ~ and walk upon the bridge to Freedom∴
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⇑Transcending⇑: Bridge to Freedom
Dares of the Uncommon
♥Healing ~ the bridge to Freedom♥
In the final hours
I fall to my feet
a answered prayer
I have asked of Thee
unburden the darken ~ the harden
bring my body back ~ healed
fresh like morning dew
baptize me ~ river jordan
lead me
upon my mountain top
I am found
crowned ~ blessed ~ standing upon sacred ground
viewing a new world
sights and sounds I never knew
like a bird I take flight ~ an overview
mind body soul spirit
given angel wings
half a year cast me down
surround me now
to flourish and abound
as the certainty remains certain
surfacing
circling
coming in to lay me down
to rise me up
when the inner work be through
my come through
I fly with the eagle
to a new avenue
heaven ~ a horseshoe
for my being tried and true
Light and Love bringing to life
my plea
please ~ carefree ~ upon my body temple tree
to be high above
visit with me
anoint me sacred dove
to be the leaves swaying
being creation
with out explaining
a drop in the water ~ the ocean ~ wholeness to see
a cosmic jubilee ~ holy ~ set free
light for shade ~ godly ~ let the horses run free
the healing ~ the journey
stormy thorny
mommy and daddy ~ where are you?
read me a bedtime story
faith ~ allegory ~ I have no reason
months of a season ~ curtains closed ~ a dead rose
hold on and let go ~ let go and hold on
crawling on exasperation
reaching nowhere
blank are the stares
I must be dying
my body not feeling right
not acting right
everything to rewrite
I am here, yet I have disappeared
all is gone
only silence to dwell on
finally reducing the equation
to letting it be on an occasion
slow ~ slowly the dam breaks
what runs out I must face
strapped into no place
there is no escape
accepting the brakes ~ the heavy weights
head on, although displaced
I begin to awake
free ~ building a foundation
there is no fix for this
all I have known is completely unknown
no light time zone
no window to see out of
when in darkness you die ~ gradually
the soul’s agenda sets the table
doesn’t matter if your willing or able
I go on excavation ~ internally
Cain or Abel ~ good and bad ~ heavy are labels
when no crops grow ~ nothing to sow
as the waters came ~ the plow to the field
all was to yield
faith, trust, gratitude
here go the wheels
from out in left field it becomes revealed
illumination
infield ~ becomes the landing field
seeds being planted
setting the stage
my emancipation
steady the light
I heard my invitation
calling me outright
cleansing ~ a process
lower self becomes sacrifice
rolling of dice ~ fools paradise
suffocation
there is no asking price
it is all goodbye
with no flotation device
through days and months so long
I was becoming reborn
darkness vaporizing
misty ~ but not as thick
realizations bubbling ~ I could not miss
truth lay bare ~ I took a dare
a dim light hallway ~ voices screaming scared
I went on hiatus from the world
cast into the underworld ~ the real world
time crept on
nothing seemed to exist ~ not even a word
having to invent the rhyme ~ without a dime
signs ~ divine ~ nothing in line
enclosed in my own shrine
suddenly, after much lament
a dragging on that became a run on
then became a come upon
could this be? ~ my break through?
are the birds singing again?
even if faint ~ I will have a listen or two
a chain begins to break ~ releasing the pain
beyond all planes ~ I began to regain
now and then
repent, amend, intense ~ no pretend
building up aware ~ nothing to compare
ascending seemed like a nightmare
ahead ~ to somewhere
sun moon help me to transcend
miles walked ~ now I must fly again
hope lay forward ~ healing ~ up goes the curtain
burdens lifted ~ so speaks the waters virgin
an emergence ~ an add on ~ a bring on
a knock on ~ a take on ~ a walk on
the land ~ springing life again
a return ~ a turn ~ darshan
flowers awakened in the garden
a turning sermon
healing ~ god living being doing
blooming after much review
losing to win ~ the light shone again
through a place of concealment
I have become learned
through confirming
I have become confirmed
through disheartening
my heart affirmed
through the despondency
a higher spirit rides
inside the guide
a change of tides
bride and groom arise wise
silenced are the cries
my Soul ~ to speak to me ~ to see
the unheard to be heard
the within to be noticed
nothing disguised
what was inside
if be of divide, was to die
through the pain ~ my tears endless rain
unraveling goes the cord
evolving ~ holy center ~ to obtain
Oh, my dearest and Mighty Lord
when it felt too much to bear
I cried out in despair
please not another day like this
spiraling bottomless abyss
I must meet You ~ kissing me ~ sweet upon my lips
holding ~ even if slightly ~ upon a wish
there is nothing ~ I have no list
so much I have dismissed
I felt as if on trial
weary to walk another mile
becoming purified ~ through sacred fire
slow a backstroke ~ a flat tire
Grace’s crowning fire
in surrender ~ I climbed higher
sometimes a door briefly opened
then shut quick once again
pain and chains over and over again
why the night so long? ~ the day so short?
why the night tainting the daylight?
through not a moment more
Victory and I to meet ~ could it be? ~ an opened door
God in my heart ~ the key
green grass ~ awaiting a green light
my heart take flight ~ see me right
nothing is normal
fits the mood this night
the day too speaks this outright
somehow through might
through this plight
I said yes ~ to moments more
through aloneness
a conscious wave consistently hit
bits and pieces ~ like a puzzle began to fit
beyond all the charades
by going deep ~ deep into my soul
a Oneness began to grow
I became contained within
attuning ferociously
my inner voice
the lion’s roar ~ the lioness rapport
she is here, over there ~ she is everywhere
I remember her well from childhood
reclaimed now is she
standing right in front of me
where she stood before
crops in the field ~ restored
she has been wanting to speak with me
where have you been? she asks of me
a boat with no oar won’t get far
come, let us sail
beyond ~ the stars
where truth is the plough
the know how
bringing her to the ear to hear
here and now
her knowing ~ put on your horns
the sacred cow
her life sustaining milk ~ Mother is Goddess
our Father too ~ all knowing and kind ~ remover of blinds
through my letting go
I receive the promise
written in the stars
cosmic, Gnostic
unleashed in the breath
my healing tonic
I continue on
providence not forgotten
though a moment be weary
I lay it upon the feet of thy glory
if screams speak at fears door
I scare them out the back door
my faith in Self to choose
renewed ~ great be the news
like the sun that rises
leaving darkness behind
spreads
open becomes the air
now a life so rare
rise the lotus from mud
beauty it declares
patterns ~ thoughts and emotions
becoming more aware
“Meditation is the dissolution of thoughts
in Eternal awareness or pure consciousness
without objectification
knowing without thinking, merging finitude in infinity.”
said Voltaire
true going within
leaves you with nothing to wear ~ bare
I have learned to honor and love myself
releasing beliefs that lead to nowhere
my heart to dwell
cast, I am willing ~ its magical spell
to that which is parallel
if it not be of sacred divine
release it all
let it all go
a baker with some dough
now has somewhere to go
this mess has been all mine
I have had to walk the line
with steps of faith
this assignment
I have become totally redefined
through the illusions
I have seen what lay beneath
it must be cleared out ~ to not repeat
delete ~ be humble
incomplete is obsolete
I die to unify at Christ’s feet
though nothing to stand firm on
I have found inner equilibrium
to rest upon
this mess has been all mine
the mind must stop its story line
the emotions to be spirits of wine
to have grapes on the vine
that which I sent away
I now recollect
that which I engaged in
I have left behind
the old tracks
replaced
to make a new house my home
to make my body healthy and strong
to open my heart to all
and All is Divine
as the air begins to lift
the heaviness dispelled
as symptoms disappear
and clarity is clearer then clear
I have freed myself
new becomes the year
like the sailor sails on
getting out of the way
so the true Self
waters the way
the nothing turned to something
the something turned back to nothing
I feel momentum
a buzzing, a coming, continued trusting
my path
I take steps
my best
to be wrapped in holy dress
dares of the uncommon kind
have lead me
to where I anchor the line
to presence, the Presence of mine
though the fire just a flame
I fan it well
each flame a cell
giving nothing a name
knowing Presence shall lead me
to my wishing well
on bent knees ~ bethel
I am lead to the holy place
where all becomes a farewell
signs now
the stairwell ~ up
the mother cell ~ the father cell
this personal journey
the carousel
celestial ringing in the air
what fear could still be there?
doesn’t matter
next stop
the poets pen
begin again
a new chapter
before and after
the cleansing, the purging, the inner journeying
has been my ladder
nothing matters
so whats so ever
it be
at all
is all
for all
will be answered
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⊕May we all open to the Healing Love Light and allow it to awaken us to our perfect Self and perfect health⊕
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Grace upon your healing journey
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